dozzaz

http://yellowskiedtown.com/


    I'm enough of this pain
    That makes me look insane.
    What I did to deserve
    To be in this shit again?

    I've grown a fear - I've got disease,
    Probably chosen F**ked-up way.
    Is it days or is it months
    Until I cut my name?

    What I did today
    To make me feel something changed?
    To make me feel that it's all over?
    I would really like to stay
    Far away from this place
    But sadness goes away and I'm feeling older...

    There's no home, there's no place
    Where I could simply run away -
    Different town and different room
    where I lock myself inside.

    It's coming back, it goes away -
    Before I hurt myself badly...
    Next time will be deeper hole
    And the skies will be higher...

Song about school.


3rd Floor Room

Long long school corridors
In a corner is sitting me
Long long days that in the ways
Forced me to hate the life I lived

I learned everything just everything
About "the hate" and being mean
From the bottom point view isn't good at all
But that's exactly where I had to be

Girls didn't loved me in school
Boys used to beat me 'cause I've never been cool
Always felt as a fool
Building dreams on the views
In my fucked-up 3rd floor room

It's just so my style Soulful lyrics, sweet backvocals and a messy overdubbed guitar solo.
Tell me what you think, I'm taking all suggestions very seriously.

--- --- --- Dream --- --- ---
Not yet defeated but I lift my hands up
I'm tired fighting with your words
It's strange how we just grew up
And not everything is beautiful around

How many bad dreams will I have till I learn to live
They grow and blow up and I wake up again
Frightened frightened - is there a reason I'm still
Fighting fighting - Lord help me I'm just not that bright

You have on paper all my past life
That's why you tell that you know me well
But if your paper is missing one day
I'm not the man you think to have in mind

Thanks for listening

How many hours I've spent running away
To be somewhere only I know
My steps were so fast that and I didn't look back
To see if something is missing around

Now I walk through the door, tuck off my clothes
There's something more than just being alone
Leaving my shoes, the ones people know me by
And my naked foot is on the ground this time


Is there something wrong in this strange feel
I know that no one will come, because nobody needs
To be here with me - I'm alone on this beach


Empty shore of the sea where i finally know myself
That i also need someone to share my love
It's just feelings, but i know that i mean it
I miss a hand on my back

This song was written and recorded in one very cold evening, but it carries the brightest minds that were trying to get out for few years now. It is just a demo, maybe someday I'll record a normal version.
Recorded with a laptop, Audio Technica ATR 25 stereo condenser mic and Iriver mp3 player (as a preamp).


Yellow Skied Town

upon my town shines the yellow sky
for the first time I really opened my eyes
and saw the crowds of people standing in a way
they were unhappy but wanted there to stay

The streets I walk every single day
are always empty because no-one comes my way
and if someone says that life means only war
I know my eyes saw a little more


guess there's nothing new in this yellow skied town
and no-one will show me the life I don't know
outside the walls surrounding my thoughts
there's nothing new


when i was sad to face the death
that come ant tuck one my beloved man
my eyes were tearing and minds just going on
I sat silent and felt so bright in my heart

the road ahead was long and it was getting dark
I wasn't scared - I saw the shining stars above
I knew the music forever be my mate
i felt it knows me - my sadness love and hate